Friday, May 30, 2008

sum1 which reli care me...

nowaday i always chat wif aaron can say tat aaron quite care 4 me la....be4 sleep he will say nite take care n remember 2 cover blanket lo....izit this call care???/dunno lo...i always find him chat i reli wan 2 know do he feel 'fan' leh...so i hav seldom find him le...n another good news is i don emy best le...7 days did not chat wif greg but my target r 3 month...so when only can reach tat 3 month leh....haiz...i checked his blog n suddenly miss him alot...our past suddenly appear in my mind the past we hav go through be4 i did miss the time lo....but everything is pass le....PUNG SUH YEE pls wake up la...don dream of him le....not worth it 2 miss him so much like him so much he treat u so bad...not worth le....WAKE UP FROM THE DREAM LA....IS TIME 2 WAKE LE......DON DREAM ANYMORE...TRY 2 DREAM A NEW DREAM N STARTED UR NEW LIFE....

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

er...chat wif aaron again

after break up wif greg...aaron suddenly appear...when im upset aaron is the 1st person which appear so i should b happy or sad leh???5 days did not chat wif him le.....my target is 3 month....can i do it???i wish i can lo......nowadays keep on chatting wif aaron le....i don wish aaron feel tat im a person which very 'fan' but he told me tat he will always standby 24 hours de juz like last time ....so dunno lo....is complicated...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

everything is ok nw...

ytd i sms greg but he told me honestly tat actually he still vicky on tat time he did make me sad he say not 2 wait 4 him anymore both of us wont be 2getehr again n he ask me if he n vicky is 2gether i will hate vicky ma...i can say no lo....coz loving sum1 is ur decision u r using me 2 replace vicky as 4 me i did use u 2 replace aaron too...but when u say want 2 end up i feel reli sad mayb i reli like u....but i told him tat if vicky don wan i will wait 4 him he juz like asking me not 2 wait for him lo....he say if got time i can msg him but don to often coz it will make me 2 4get him hardly he ask me 2 find ivan boon or kok chang 2 chat lo...mayb wat he say is rite... .....don worry la...coz when im upset aaron did find me n chat we chat till 3 ytd he acccompany me de leh...mayb i should be happy lo.....n our gang n pei ying gang is settle we can be fren once again.....i lost greg but i get bac a gang of fren....n greg told me tat if i found my new prince i muz told him i promise him...but i tell him too tat he n vicky 2gether muz tell me too....mayb i should find a new prince...haha....through greg sound like he reli did like vicky alot.....so im here 2 wish them lo...although they cant c......while ytd chat wif aaron i told him bout i break up n ask me 4 reason....i juz told him tat the guy don like me n he use me 2 replace sum1 but i told him tat im wrong 2 i tell him honestly tat im using him to replace aaron....aaron was shock he say y till now i still like him....i juz like ntg 2 say lo......den i juz say tat like u 4 so long but i even cant touched is heart but he told me tat got a bit la....den i juz like reply better den ntg.....mayb aaron only the rite prince i wan lo......n he say if i date him out he will go out lo...only me n him leh......hehe.....i should be happy lo.....n he promise tat i allow 2 msg him everyday leh.....not to think bout the past....wat greg say a way seperate heads......FINALLY END LE.....but still sad la.....^^

Saturday, May 24, 2008

me n greg

me n greg break up for 1 week le....in this 1 week he reli didn find me....i dunno wat is he thinking he reli dont like me le ma???no 1 know the real reason...now pei ying n vicky know bout it..the purposely talk gregory this name in front of me...y don they don think bout my feeling.....greg reli don give me the chance le....he don know how sad am i but i reli like him or i should say till now i still like him i miss everyday but tonite i hav a chance 2 chat wif him but cant 2gether
again lo.....I MISS HIM ALOT!!!!!!i hav controll myself not 2 cry 4 him but im reli suffer...i like him so much but he told me tat he hav no feeling anymore he don like me...izit true from his heart...i reli wan t2 know...how he can 4get me ...he hav promise me to help when i need him...now he wont help i need 2 do everything by myself.....i cant even c him anymore...i still remember tat the last time i see him is on 9/5/2oo8 he is late on tat day but i 4give him n i know he rush 2 skul 2 c me but im regret wat i do be4.....he cant even give me a chance anymore.....y greg think tat everything is my wrong leh....y cant he think of my feeling......y????i miss the time he care 4 him he say he like me n miss me but now everything is gone....GONE......wat i can do to get it back......

Sunday, May 18, 2008

me n greg breakup le

me n greg break up le....he say im using him to replace simon but i can tell him honestly tat i didn but he did not believe me...wat can i do now?????pls help me.....i reli like him ar.........

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

wat 4 u chat wif me...

aaron tat is enough le...im reli suffer le....plz don chat wif la....i reli dunno wat 2 do when u chat wif me

Monday, May 12, 2008

finally i hav my own decision le

hi aaron how r u le????finally i hav made my own decision le at last i choose him as my bf de...u change alot leh....y u wan 2 make urself in a scary n dark place???y don u come bac 2 a normal place which u always stay leh......mayb this is not my business anymore but i did care for u coz u r my FREN no matter how.....^^