me n him

ytd chat wif aaron lo.....wat we chat ytd is quite funny but both of them chat happily .....finally i know tat he did miss me de....on tat time im quite happy la....haha.....better den greg lo....now my buddies call greg as 'sok chun' coz he didn even dare 2 come bac 2 skul...be4 we break up every friday he will wait 4 me at block c....but now everything is end le....sumtimes i will miss the time he wait for me there but no more le....haha....but now for me everything is ok le....tyr not to miss him n i reli did it...mayb i should b happy tat finally i can 4get bout him...anyway thx buddies....^^

sum1 which reli care me...

nowaday i always chat wif aaron can say tat aaron quite care 4 me la....be4 sleep he will say nite take care n remember 2 cover blanket lo....izit this call care???/dunno lo...i always find him chat i reli wan 2 know do he feel 'fan' leh...so i hav seldom find him le...n another good news is i don emy best le...7 days did not chat wif greg but my target r 3 month...so when only can reach tat 3 month leh....haiz...i checked his blog n suddenly miss him alot...our past suddenly appear in my mind the past we hav go through be4 i did miss the time lo....but everything is pass le....PUNG SUH YEE pls wake up la...don dream of him le....not worth it 2 miss him so much like him so much he treat u so bad...not worth le....WAKE UP FROM THE DREAM LA....IS TIME 2 WAKE LE......DON DREAM ANYMORE...TRY 2 DREAM A NEW DREAM N STARTED UR NEW LIFE....

er...chat wif aaron again

after break up wif greg...aaron suddenly appear...when im upset aaron is the 1st person which appear so i should b happy or sad leh???5 days did not chat wif him le.....my target is 3 month....can i do it???i wish i can lo......nowadays keep on chatting wif aaron le....i don wish aaron feel tat im a person which very 'fan' but he told me tat he will always standby 24 hours de juz like last time ....so dunno lo....is complicated...

everything is ok nw...

ytd i sms greg but he told me honestly tat actually he still vicky on tat time he did make me sad he say not 2 wait 4 him anymore both of us wont be 2getehr again n he ask me if he n vicky is 2gether i will hate vicky ma...i can say no lo....coz loving sum1 is ur decision u r using me 2 replace vicky as 4 me i did use u 2 replace aaron too...but when u say want 2 end up i feel reli sad mayb i reli like u....but i told him tat if vicky don wan i will wait 4 him he juz like asking me not 2 wait for him lo....he say if got time i can msg him but don to often coz it will make me 2 4get him hardly he ask me 2 find ivan boon or kok chang 2 chat lo...mayb wat he say is rite... .....don worry la...coz when im upset aaron did find me n chat we chat till 3 ytd he acccompany me de leh...mayb i should be happy lo.....n our gang n pei ying gang is settle we can be fren once again.....i lost greg but i get bac a gang of fren....n greg told me tat if i found my new prince i muz told him i promise him...but i tell him too tat he n vicky 2gether muz tell me too....mayb i should find a new prince...haha....through greg sound like he reli did like vicky alot.....so im here 2 wish them lo...although they cant c......while ytd chat wif aaron i told him bout i break up n ask me 4 reason....i juz told him tat the guy don like me n he use me 2 replace sum1 but i told him tat im wrong 2 i tell him honestly tat im using him to replace aaron....aaron was shock he say y till now i still like him....i juz like ntg 2 say lo......den i juz say tat like u 4 so long but i even cant touched is heart but he told me tat got a bit la....den i juz like reply better den ntg.....mayb aaron only the rite prince i wan lo......n he say if i date him out he will go out lo...only me n him leh......hehe.....i should be happy lo.....n he promise tat i allow 2 msg him everyday leh.....not to think bout the past....wat greg say a way seperate heads......FINALLY END LE.....but still sad la.....^^

me n greg

me n greg break up for 1 week le....in this 1 week he reli didn find me....i dunno wat is he thinking he reli dont like me le ma???no 1 know the real reason...now pei ying n vicky know bout it..the purposely talk gregory this name in front of me...y don they don think bout my feeling.....greg reli don give me the chance le....he don know how sad am i but i reli like him or i should say till now i still like him i miss everyday but tonite i hav a chance 2 chat wif him but cant 2gether
again lo.....I MISS HIM ALOT!!!!!!i hav controll myself not 2 cry 4 him but im reli suffer...i like him so much but he told me tat he hav no feeling anymore he don like me...izit true from his heart...i reli wan t2 know...how he can 4get me ...he hav promise me to help when i need him...now he wont help i need 2 do everything by myself.....i cant even c him anymore...i still remember tat the last time i see him is on 9/5/2oo8 he is late on tat day but i 4give him n i know he rush 2 skul 2 c me but im regret wat i do be4.....he cant even give me a chance anymore.....y greg think tat everything is my wrong leh....y cant he think of my feeling......y????i miss the time he care 4 him he say he like me n miss me but now everything is gone....GONE......wat i can do to get it back......

me n greg breakup le

me n greg break up le....he say im using him to replace simon but i can tell him honestly tat i didn but he did not believe me...wat can i do now?????pls help me.....i reli like him ar.........

wat 4 u chat wif me...

aaron tat is enough le...im reli suffer le....plz don chat wif la....i reli dunno wat 2 do when u chat wif me

finally i hav my own decision le

hi aaron how r u le????finally i hav made my own decision le at last i choose him as my bf de...u change alot leh....y u wan 2 make urself in a scary n dark place???y don u come bac 2 a normal place which u always stay leh......mayb this is not my business anymore but i did care for u coz u r my FREN no matter how.....^^

Help me!!!

wat can i do rite now???sumtime i feel like a hav be left alone in my gang of fren....chiew may always say some words which always hurt me i still can stand 4 it le....but she sumtime is to over le....she didn even care 4 my feeling...every1 has thier own feeling.....sumtime when we say sumthing which hurt her den she don talk 2 us but y when she hurt us she juz act like ntg lo....agnes sumtime agnes will do it 2 but at least agnes wont be 2 over bout it....n i know tat agne sbeen betray me be4 i still can forgive bout tat y don she appreciate the chance ....as i know tat a gang of fren which in odd number surely hav a problem de.....i reli feel tat im not a part of my gang of fren..mayb im not belonging 2 tat gang of fren...finally problem came out.... i know tat no 1 can help me on this the only who can help me is me myself....

he find me leh!!!!!

after i write finish the blog(7 weeks) for a few minutes he chat wif me in msn leh.....but i can feel is ntg le....coz i dunno i should be happy or sad lo......haiz.....y u do this 2 me when i decide 2 give up u le....

7 weeks

aaron how r u again????finally 7 weeks didn chat wif u le.....so how was life now????sure study now lo......haiz.....finally i hav my own relationship le....im quite happy wif him rite now .......so how bout u den got gf le ma???/sure know alot of leng lui in collage de lo......haha....aaron ar....can u stand for a fren which always treat u badly it mean tat talk be4 thinking...i hav a fren like tat they will never ever care 4 ppl feeling sumtime i feel sad to hav a fren like tat...last time i does not appreciate pei yi but now i reli regret le....but regret aso no use le coz she change skul le......what can i do is juz accept wat they hav did 2 me lo....,,haiz.....

miss u alot

aaron....how r u today again le????miss u alot leh.....i think alot today...dunno wat 2 do le.....haiz.....what r u doin now le???? start skul le ma???i hav alot of question 2 ask u but i cant lo.....ok lo....gtg le.....take care le.....^^

1 month le

aaron,how r u le???1 month didn chat wif u le....i cant chat wif u in msn or in phone but what i can do is write down here tat wat i wan 2 say 2 u le......aaron im havin problem le.....i know u wont like me but i did like u alot alot.....no matter how i chase u u aso wont accept me de....but now i hav do sumthing wrong or it can say i hav hurt sum1 i hav put him inside my heart 2 replace u.....coz i dunno wat 2 do le.....help me le.....another thing is sumtime i reli cant stand 4 my fren le....coz sumtime they did make me sad.....wat i can do is juz keep inside the heart n any secret i didn tell them 2.....i know u r the 1 who can make me happy de coz always im sad u will always make me cheer up lo...i miss the time we both chat 2gether le.....i wish 2 share everything wif u....^^

this week is the secong week i didn not chat wif u

this week is the 2nd week which i did not chatting wif u.......i don dare 2 find u anymore....coz i still like u.....but i know tat u wont like me......the way of forget u is hard.....i dunno what can i do le.....juz wan u 2 like for a day...im oledi happy for tat although for a minute i oledi happy le.....

the day u chat wif me

i start chat wif u at 9.oo p.m...when i on9.....i reli sad tat today u treat me so cool...mayb u know tat im stil like u....haiz....but nvm la......today chiew may didn came 2 skul no1 sitting beside me seem so weird....n kar yen change her class today 2 charity the class become so quiet lo.....today when im havin my add maths class i think of u guys alot(aimee wailoon pinghui woon han n shirley)....time goes 2 fast le......i wish tat the time can stop at the time we meet me 2gether tat day....